Changes

Over the last week a lot has happened in my life. I can finally say I am really excited about my job. I now work in Holyoke, Massachusetts as a full time booking agent. I finally feel that sense of accomplishment I have been looking for. I am ready to really step it up and join the big leagues.

The one downer in my life is the all of a sudden questioning of my as of lately extremely happy relationship. Is it bad that I am getting utterly fed up with this all? I am madly in love with this girl that I clearly see a future with but does that mean I should be thrown through hell to achieve what I want? The realization that everyone grows up and goes to college and works seems to be the hot topic that she can't handle. Well fuck my life right? I'm not going to quit my true shot at really making my career. As is I only work 4 days a week and leave work earlier then I want to to see her I'm not sure what else I can do.

I hope everything works out. I want things to get a lot better so we can take this relationship to the next level. I'm fearing that it might take awhile before we reach that point though.

I still hate everyone. The way people talk, act, follow, think. It disgusts me. I have no remorse if most people in my surroundings were to die. I don't encourage fighting but some people truely deserve to be beat to a pulp.
Seriously.

Fuck