We all have them no matter what, if it's a bad job or a build up of endless anxiety we all have them. I'm reaching a certain breaking point in my current relationship. My day is spent hoping for a day with arguments at a minimum. Hoping that I did not find myself doing something wrong. I love the girl to death. I can firmly say that I am in love with the girl. Sometimes I have those overwhelming feeling as if I want to live the rest of my life with her. Things don't always go straight though when I'm being insulted, degraded and argued with because of a bad swing she is getting.
I feel as if a relationship is supposed to be mutual sharing of feelings and thoughts to help each other and work through everything. Someone to be my partner and not my enemy.
How am I supposed to react to being told that she is leaving? How? It sucks that mentally I don't know if I could handle it. I've been left by her three times now and every time I try to get myself settled into this relationship I am worried of what the penalty will be for doing it.
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